I’ve had a deep night of fellowship and worship in the Lord tonight. Thoughts of an old friend not in this realm anymore, that I used to worship with, came to me. I could name him and many would know him but I will not. Strange I still felt like I was really worshipping The Lord with him. Perhaps I was.
In this life, Lord; Thou art alive in me. And in that Life, Lord; I will be alive in Thee. I have experienced the most wonderful of improbabilities. That God really can take a human heart and life, When it is given to Him And make it His own. And that this old stubborn, ornery ole coot can truly belong to Jesus … is a miracle beyond my ability to describe.

My wife often thinks I am crazy how many hours. I study and pray for my messages. But I but I am such a blessed man. I get to love and worship and pursue and seek my Savior, for my major project in Life. I’m a strange duck and guess I’m crazy staying up all night long, so often. But sometimes the fellowship and presence of the Lord is so strong, That I just want to linger in His presence when there are no interruptions.
I think I worried her last week and she came and shook me on my knees, to make sure I hadn’t passed. Lol And except for being without her, it would have been OK if I had…
I don’t mean to be a pushy guy and try to really be respectful, and polite in sharing Christ. But I have come to know a joy and sweetness in Jesus that I so want for everyone that I love. It’s hard not to be pushy, when I believe that maybe I could help someone just a little, to know this wonderful joy that I’ve found.
Back to the message Preparation. Yes I have to work on it to prepare it for others. But in a way it’s God working on me, to prepare me for Him.